Notes from the Whorl...

OFFLINE CHAT

23.35 Can you talk?
I mean buona sera cara.

23.36 I didn't deserve you any way.

23.37 I saw my married lover's family today downtown. I ran away.
You are my confessor. I'm not catholic.
But you are sort of a priest to me.

23.38 He looked at me.
I checked out his wife. She is fat.
and ugly.
And I am beautiful and not fat and he is with her.

23.39 And I am the one he fucks til he comes.
And no one must know this at all.

23.40 So I sort of feel safe with you and that is a great compliment.
I only wish you felt safe with me.
As I am lonely and need to talk.

23.41 You are offline.... yada yada.
I am a crazy drunk incapable of meeting friends to
talk to about her personal problems with her lover.

23.43 He is a mormon priest.

23.44 I told him in my email he must end it. Because I won't.
I won't.
I know he feels bad. He ended it twice already.

23.45 And the third time he said just give him a couple months.
and I did
And he feels very guilty about me.
But I don't feel guilty at all.
mea culpa
God, answer.

23.46 So, you are god-like in your response, which is nothing....
:)
already you made me smile.

23.47 Come over tonight and make love to me and I'll give you money.

23.49 I'll sing for you.